Do You Write for Yourself?

by Alton Gansky
Have you ever written for
yourself? We are programmed to keep the reader in mind, to produce something
that reaches the largest audience. That makes good business sense, but does it
make artistic sense? In the Christian publishing world, we are “other focused.”
We want to touch the hearts of others. Understandable. It’s even commendable. I
make no complaint about that but I still must ask, Would you write something just
for yourself? Something that satisfies your mind and soul? Something that is
unlikely to draw a huge readership?
I’ve been at work on a
nonfiction project that is unlikely to take the world by storm. (I know this
blog is about novels, but bear with me.) Sometime ago, I wrote 30 Events That Shaped the Church for
Baker Books (I love working with those people). The book and its predecessor 60 People Who Shaped the Church we
designed for the casual reader, not history buffs, and I was asked to use as
much fiction technique as possible to make the reading easier. For the 30 Events book I wrote a chapter on the
Scopes “Monkey” Trial and fell in love with the topic. During my research I
discovered that history has treated William Jennings Bryan, three-time candidate
for president of the United States and former Secretary of State under Woodrow
Wilson, badly and most unfairly. Bryan had been part of the prosecution team. Add
to that, the tragedy of his death five days after the trial ended endeared the sixty-five-year-old
to my heart. There was another tragedy: Scopes lawyers, Clarence Darrow being
the most prominent, out maneuvered the prosecution in a way that meant Bryan
could not address the jury with closing remarks. It was the primary reason Bryan
was there.
Bryan was one of the
country’s great orators and he was denied the opportunity to use his skill in
the case. It was the only speech he had written that he could not deliver.
Instead, in the five days of life he had left he arranged for the speech to be
published. Since that time, Bryan’s reputation has taken a beating from those
who know nothing of the trial or the man.
My project? I’m republishing
that speech with comments to help twenty-first century readers understand the
thinking of 1925 southern America and the first major clash between
evolutionists and anti-evolutionists. I have been spending hours dissecting,
analyzing and reflecting on the unspoken speech, adding comments so readers
will see the full picture.
I can see you stifling yawns.
That’s my point. I doubt there are many people who want to cozy up to such a
book, yet, I’m writing it anyway. Why? First, I could be wrong (it’s happened
several times) and there might be more people interested than I imagine.
Second, it feeds my soul. I’m loving everything about the work. Perhaps it’s
because I might do a little something to bolster an important man’s image and
portray him in a proper, and truthful light (no he wasn’t perfect).
All of that to say, I have
moments when I wonder if I’m misusing my time working on something that may only
bring meaning to me and a handful of others. Maybe I am, but I don’t care.
Sometimes it is more important to try and make a difference than make a profit.

Alton Gansky is the author
of around 45 books, fiction and nonfiction. This is not his first strange idea.