When Writers Don’t Deliver ~ Tess Gerritsen

Tess Gerritsen left a
successful practice as an internist to raise her children and
concentrate on her writing. She gained nationwide acclaim for her first
novel of medical suspense, the New York Times bestseller Harvest. She is
also the author of the bestsellers Life Support, Bloodstream, Gravity, and The Surgeon. Tess lives with her family in Maine. (PHOTO CREDIT: Paul D’Innocenzo) –as appeared her blog.

When Writers Don’t Deliver  (first appeared at Crime Fiction Collective)

It’s every aspiring author’s dream. A publisher offers you a big
contract for your next book, the deal gets announced to the press, and
you receive a check as an advance payment. Now all you have to do is
finish writing the manuscript, send it to your editor, and presto!
You’re a published author.

Or not. Because a lot can go wrong between signing the contract and
your book’s appearance in stores. I was reminded of just how often
things do go wrong when I recently came across this article :

A New York publisher this week filed lawsuits against several
prominent writers who failed to deliver books for which they received
hefty contractual advances, records show.

The Penguin Group’s New York State Supreme Court breach of
contract/unjust enrichment complaints include copies of book contracts
signed by the respective defendants.

Among the five authors mentioned in the article are Prozac Nation
author Elizabeth Wurtzel, who signed a $100,000 deal in 2003 to write “a
book for teenagers to help them cope with depression,” and blogger Ana
Marie Cox, who signed a $325,000 contract in 2006 for a humorous book
about political activists.

I don’t know the particular circumstances of these authors. Perhaps
personal issues — a divorce, a severe illness, or unremitting depression
— kept them from delivering the promised manuscripts. 

Perhaps they did
in fact deliver the manuscripts, which were deemed unsatisfactory by
the publisher and rejected.

Or perhaps they suffered from an all-too common writer’s malady:
crisis of confidence. I know all about it, because twenty-five years
ago, it almost derailed my budding writing career.

I had just sold my first romantic thriller, Call After Midnight,
to Harlequin Intrigue. The book sold well and was nominated for a Rita
award. Although I didn’t sign a contract for the next book, my editor
anxiously waited for my second novel. And she waited. And waited.

Two years later, all I had to show her were partials of various
abandoned novels, stories that started off well enough, but within fifty
pages had run out of steam. I just couldn’t finish that second book.
The months went by and my panic grew. This wasn’t just writer’s block;
this was a full-stop career block. I was doomed to join the crowded
ranks of one-book wonders.

I don’t remember how I got past those dark months. What I do
remember were the calls from the editor, the sound of disappointment in
her voice when I told her I still didn’t have anything. Eventually the
calls between us stopped, leaving editorial silence, a sign that my
publisher had at last given up on me. But I hadn’t given up on myself,
so I kept writing.

What saved me in the end was this: I finally gave myself permission
to write badly. I decided it didn’t matter if what I wrote was
unpublishable, as long as I just kept writing. Up till then, I had
abandoned at least three different story ideas within the first hundred
pages, because all I could see were the flaws, and I got discouraged.
Then I’d get seduced by a different story idea, a brighter, shinier
premise on the other side of the fence. And I’d go chasing after that
new premise until it too started to show its flaws. I couldn’t finish a
single book because I wanted it to be absolutely perfect, from
beginning to end. From the very first draft. Which is like expecting
your child to speak four foreign languages and play Bach on the piano at
age five.

Children don’t start off perfect, and neither do manuscripts.

At last I pulled out one of my earlier attempts, a story about a
woman doctor being sued for a case of malpractice that is, in truth, a
murder. The hero is the plaintiff’s attorney, whose goal is to destroy
her career. It had been months since I’d looked at the story, and
suddenly I saw new possibilities. I resumed writing it. This time, I
didn’t stop to edit, I didn’t stop to think: “oh, this part sucks.” I
stuck to my mantra: Just keep writing. And I did, all the way to the

The result was a first draft that was full of inconsistencies and
mid-story plot shifts and characters who kept changing. But at least I
had a first draft. I had a beginning, a middle, and an end. I had
something to fix, and I did. In 1990, Under The Knife was finally published — three years after my first novel.

In the past twenty-five years, I’ve written twenty-four novels. I’ve
never forgotten those depressing, desperate months when I couldn’t
finish a book. Over the years, the writing hasn’t gotten any easier;
it’s hard work, and it always will be. I’ve learned that I simply have
to forge ahead, no matter how awful my writing seems, or how outlandish
my plot. Because here’s my second mantra: I can fix this. I might
need five or even ten re-writes, but eventually I’ll make that story
work and I’ll turn in that manuscript as promised.

Publishers want writers they can count on, writers who are both
reliable and consistent. They’ll usually give the author a certain
amount of leeway if unavoidable crises pop up, such as serious illness
or a death in the family, but eventually the contract has to be honored…
or else.

And that’s what separates the professionals from the amateurs. The professional always delivers.